Free Verse Music

Wondering



Misery seeps in between the
Coldness of my heart
Feeling the sting of bitterness
Wondering
Sowing loneliness, reaping aching needs
Adrift on the sea of vengeance
Suffering the what ifs
Living with the how comes
Crying out in the distance
My voice echoes back
to deaf ears
Wondering
Vision distorted by tears
Clarity fogged in somewhere
Between the sound of thunder
And the howling of the wind
Wondering
Inside a broken vessel
Thrown away to live
A life filled with soft whispers of ghosts
That come to me in my
Waken moments of
Wondering
Is this my heaven?
Or is this my hell
Wondering
When will the sun shine?
Upon my face
Darkness, my lover
 Protects me, keeps me safe
Wrapped in its arms
Shelters me from the pain
Wondering